Thanks to all for your lovingly and heartwarming posts, this helps a lot.
I'll grab now my hot water bottle, my Frodo pillow and will go to bed. I won't be much around today but I'm sure I'll be feeling much better after reading tons of fan fictions (I'm glad I printed hundreds of pages) and some sleep.
See you tomorrow.
Take care, my friends.
Happy New Year for you all! Your wishes are my wishes for you!