The next 6 words I’ve chosen for gabi_fics :
Trouble, scar, barricade, mirror, dream, change.
It looks as if I trouble him terribly.
It hurts. In my soul and in my heart. As if an old scar breaks again.
He’s beaming with delight when I smile at him, he’s so pale … desirable.
When he smiles back it feels like all the barricades are falling, barricades, which I have built carefully against so much and so many.
They are falling. Because of Casey.
I want to see his eyes. Those mirrors of blue.
There’s something warm on my cheeks. Something gently as eiderdowns.
Something wet like … soft lips.
I haven’t noticed that I closed my eyes. To dream?
When I open my eyes again he … smiles.
I’ve to change … things.
And I start moving … toward him.
Because I know he’s waiting for