julchen11 (julchen11) wrote,
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Happy Birthday Shelley6441!!!



I know I'm too late, sweetie! But I won't miss to wish you a very happy (belated) birthday!
Thank you for being my friend. I hope you had an incredibly wonderful day with all the things you love and you like.

This little something is for you, I hope you'll like it.

Title: Liar
Character: Casey (Zeke implied)
Rating: PG

Wherever I close my eyes I see you…
I’m amazed by
the inner peace you give me. 
There are no words to explain.
 
If I want something special 
I only have to watch…
and see…
and realize…
that there IS something special
in the eyes …
eyes expressing
your soul.
Mine, too.
 
‘Lie still’, I whisper …
cuddling up at my favorite place …
A place with flaws,
strangeness
and abnomalities…
You’ve showed me 
how to accept this
and you
put my mind at ease
inside  of your hugs 
where it's warm and loving.
That’s all I need… at the moment.
 

Air
Fire
Water
Earth…

 
Even in the darkness of the night
I can vividly see
all this
in your face …
in your sleepy smile.
 
That’s all I need, isn’t it?
Am I content?
Yes.
And no.

I’m a liar. 
Perfect in lying to myself
most of all,
deceiving myself.
Because …
I want to be much
more
than friends with you.
 
Let me be your needs,
let me be your fantasies.
I want it to be … something.
 
If you only would know … 
How much
I want
You…Zeke.

Love and huuuuuge tight hugs,
Julchen
Tags: c/z; birthday; poem;
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