Title: Kingdom of Loneliness / Letter 5
Thanks to my dear beta, friend and musealiensouldream
Casey, my dear Casey,
Leaving you was very hard, leaving you without a little kiss. I was so frustrated. How'll your lips feel like? Soft? Cool? Warm? Velvety? Moist? Sweet? I'm running in circles, reliving this very special night. When we danced it felt … surreal.. Holding you, feeling you … I don't know what to say, Casey. I went to bed at once, hiding underneath my blanket (because of the cold) and I still had goosebumps… Tossing and turning I couldn't sleep. So I'm sitting now in the living room and all I can do is to write. When you put your hand on my chest, slightly touching me like a little feather I was so close to explode. Whenever I close my eyes – you're waiting for me. Standing on the balcony, you leaning against me – now I know what 'spell under the moon' means. This feelings I have now, I still don't know what it is – Is it too big? Too strong? Too deep? I don't know it, Casey. I'm afraid. I hope you'll be patient, Casey - I'm waiting for you.
PS: I think I'm fallen in love.