julchen11 (julchen11) wrote,
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It's a birthday

Happy Birthday my dear annwyn55
I wish you all the very best, love, joy, laughter and zillions of stars ! 
Thank you for being a wonderful friend, it's a blessing to know you. 



Title: Lost & Found 
Pairing: S/E
Rating: PG

I don’t know how many times

I couldn’t sleep

Because of you.

When I found you
many years ago

I prayed that it would last forever...

But it ended

Way too fast.
Because of me.

Holding your picture

I cried myself to sleep.

Countless nights 
full of nightmares and tears.

I couldn’t see

That there was 
More than this special bond

Of friendship

 

Friends told me that you

Look so happy all the time.

Somehow I couldn’t believe it…

Those promises I made

Have all been broken

And all I had to live for was …

Regret and loss.
It hurt.

You told me once

“you only wanted me just for a while,

Just long enough to break my heart

In two.”

All those years your words were haunting

Me …

And I ran…

Out of your life,

Out of my life, too.

 

When we met today

Out of the blue

I knew this all was in vain.

In all those years I couldn’t find my soul.
Whether in my work,  in my family, in my friends
nor in my prayers.

When I left you

I lost my voice, my eyes, 
my rhythm, my heartbeat.
 


Today I’ve found

This all again

in you.

 

 

Finally you are here ...

Watching me …
holding me...
 

Now I can hear you whisper

“I love you”

And the best of it

I can say it

Back -

“I love you, too, Sean…”


Enjoy your birthday, Annie! May it be as special as you are!
Lots of Love and big tight birthday hugs,
Julchen



 
Tags: sean/elijah
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